blkeric wrote:
I have done some pretty dumb things in the past but do i regret it? I dont know.
When i was going out with my ex, we lived together and towards the end of our relationship, it got real bad. I didnt even care. Thinking abou it now, i dont feel sorry. I guess the truth is that i never loved her yet i feel like i did for her more than i would have dont for any female friend. I used to live like a single man. Went out when i wanted. came back when i wanted. Slept with who i wanted and i even used to sleep on the sofa (by choice) I just wish i hadnt wasted both our time. I can remember her crying and trying to talk to me to sort out or problems but i didnt care. i just wasnt interested. I wasnt rude or abusive towards her, but none of her concerns even registered.
But i feel bad about girls that i told i loved, just so i couls lseep with them And when they realise i lied, the hurt and disappointment. that, i regret and now i know better. Thankfull that is the PAST and i know myself better.
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Well you know brotha there's nothing to feel ashamed of, you were just going through your player stage...guys in their 40's and 50's call that a midlife crisis....You weren't really ready for that type of commitment...it's a mistake many young guys make because we don't know anybetter..we try to wife up the first thing that come along and give us good sex on a consistent basis...Not really understanding the way the game works...
Women go through their hoochie stage and *** it up w/ the team..... then attempt to find a good "stable" man to marry once they start approaching 30...that is if she's relatively undamaged from all the BS she put herself through...
Don't regret the past, it helps you grow wiser....that experience probably taught your ex something about relationships also...
"I know i'm bad, but that n.igga's crazy!" ...........Muhammad Ali on Jack Johnson (1st Black Heavyweight Champ 1909)