I am posting this here to avoid the kids because I am not censoring myself right now.WARNING: Very moody/upset right now. And can't find money that I had last night and feeling genuinely hungry as all heck. I feel about as bad as Missy Elliott's jockstrap... and does that even make sense? Lord Jesus Save Me!Beanos Diaz or something like that. I just woke up. I'm groggy and where the hell is my fricken money man! I had $20 last nite but I can't find it. I hide money so well that sometimes I end up hiding it from myself. Gotta protect yoself tho son!BRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..... its cold in here! BRRRRRRRRRRRRR..... its cold in here! BRRRRRRRRR..... Lil Wayne needs a kiss from Daddy HAHAHAH im sorry im stupid COUGH where the hell is my money for real? got damnit! HOLD ON PUKING - withdrawal.Why do I call myself thasandniga? Well I certainly wont' call myself Indian because every fricken Indian is like "WHYYY" - in their hindu ghandi accent - "ARE YOU TRYING TO ACT BLACK" suck my balls. i eat beef i eat cows. i ate yo momma, HOLY COW! Seriously like I don't get along with any 'family friends' cuz they soooooooooooooooooooooo BOOOOGIE. and think they know me but *8*, seriously one family friend asked me once 'so hey vivek, what sort of dance grooves do you and your homies listen too' ... listen up sandy pants, unless u really know me, don't call me homie cuz i'll call you a dumbass. idk that sounds racist/bad don't it? i can't help it... god just indians in general just ughhh ... they can't see past my clothing and demeanor. fool im from the hood. i smoke blunts and yo momma i haven't slept with but i could! just sick of the 'you are a hindu' crap. im as hindu as jesus was a canadian pakistani. tired of being labeled, i just labeled myself. im like half black half indian half white. ... im brian mcknight? i just hate when they try to talk to me 'ghetto' just cuz of who i am. just BE YOURSELF. like me. im an ***, a sexist pig and i let men suck my balls for money but im not gay cuz i dream about your mama more than kid n play. that's real. just don't act a role. im autistic about as dumb as martin's cole. And I will not call myself black because I am not. I'm as black as Rocsi is ugly. seriously... where is my money? mann hold on let me look for it, im hungry! grrr i need to goto the gym too... bus fare... ahhh i feel as fat as ... Mo'Nique's pockets cuz she got datttt moneyyyyy! she a QUEEN! mannn my friends betta not stole it grrr or lol better yet, 'MEOOWWW' but no seriously money missing not trying to be funny, but seriously I'm not black. I wish I was because my penis so limp, looks like a piece of unfried shrimp. - i just tried to smack it but i can't even find it - But no. Uh. God I feel like *73* this morning. Um. Idk thasandniga just me. I love black people. I can't stand indians. I can just they call me a 'dork' and i wanna call them a piece of *73* cow worshipping hindu ghandi *10*ot. i hate being called a dork by a suburban indian who fricken likes to hang out at tea parlors. YO SON, its about the COFFEE SHOP ***! I don't like indians and asians in general cuz they uptight and stuck up their ***. seriously... ughhh. and they love white people. its okay for them to 'act white' but i can't 'act black'. BREAK YOSELF GHANDI! albeit ghandi was the *73*, just bald as all hell. i kno asians. but no indians - besides my awesome family - cuz everytime i try to get to know an indian, they come with that ***. EMBRACE THE HOLY COW! Sandnegro plz, embrace my balls and give 1-800-stupid a call.not racist, just ughhh im moody, off meds for nearly a week now research paxil withdrawal plz its a living hell, missing money, and i feel fat. AHHHHHHHHHH imma tryta' sleep some morebut thasandniga... well i was called a dirty 'sand-*17*r' as a kid a lot and idk i just embraced it. it's kinda who i am. just a mix of races and ethnicites and behaviors and WHERE IS MY MONEY! i want a burggggerrr. i keep puking this yellow stuff up man... ughhh. i feel miserable :-(. i don't hate indians, i just hate that they judge me b4 they get to know me. yes i know im not black. that don't mean i can't wear phat farm or watch flavor of love school of charm!ahhh god i wish my doc would just refill me or social services hurry up or somebody just give me meds. i don't get it man. if you don't have money and can't earn money then u might as well lie in a ditch and wait to be buried. it's all about money now. nobody cares. trust me, nobody cares. if u have no money and nobody wants to give you money or hire you, nobody cares. i kno people worse off than me, i get so sad when i see them man.... homeless just day by day they live, you see in their eyes their spirit is dead. nobody ever cared. goddd would the tribulation just happen so jesus can come down here and give me my redemption coupon i mean geez louiz mr. jeezy - as in jesus not young jeezy - i know you died on the cross, but what about the lady on the lawn, spread out staring in the sky cuz everything she ever had she loss? can't even get a job at the gym i love... when they see me they look down from above. Kids, the rule of life I learnt from my Father, "Nobody will ever give a flying *8* about you." I didn't listen as a kid. I said, '*8* you" and stayed in my blissful world. Unless u got the money, the looks, the talent or the gift, u ain't ever gone be *73* so lie down in the ditch make it swift. Aight Im gonna go search for my money or just fricken get on the grind and look for another client. Get paid or die trying. FIDDY! or lol in his case, get rich and then watch everybody else dying. hahahahah. now that's funny. no offense tho cuz i still listen to him. just a genuine joke. LOL HAHAHAH in the HAHAHA in the 'words' of Kanye West "50 Cent Hates Broke People" HAHAHAH. Once again, a joke. I got like all of 50's songs. I'm a fan.
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