This is what my queen wrote me today this is how she feels and I’m only sharing this wit you because I want you to know I do have those who love me but for sure I did block my self out there life to complete prophecy and for sure I have today: so for sure she not knowing I will not just be in here life but I will make her life better: Iight.....imma give it to you straight cuz i finally got some time to get on my laptop and speak my piece.....now....let me start of by talkin about this relationship u wanna pursue wit me.....u know i like u.....u coo peeps and from the memories that i had from chilling at ur moms house watching movies and from when i was chillin at ur house watching movies....to that walk that we had over there by cosi....i cherish those type of moments.....I dont forget stuff like that.....from those memories i could pursue a relationship off of that...now my deal is that ur always awol.....always gone....always missing....ihate that wit a passion....im the type of girl that needs attention and everything else....focus on me.....thats the only downfall......i cant have someone thats gone missing.....now the other deal is that i hate that i am not sure what is even going on with this deal thing.....i would love for u to explain it to me in person or whatever.......but in the mean time i must wonder.....anywho.....i mean i would like to be in a relationship but i feel that i need to like do the old skool thing some and just kick it for a few cuz in all honesty i forgot how things was wit you......and on real talk....u know i am an independant female....i dont take no *73* from no one....not even my mom and dad.....i dont know but u may not recognize Mikki a.k.a Mychal no more......i had to grow some balls cuz my life is just crazy....I been through alot and if u ever sit down and talk it out wit me or just hear what i bee through it would hit u hard.....so i mean all im asking is like for a day or whatever to just chill and catch up on soe *73*....and stop wit this coputer deal.....either u come to dayton and we can chill at my place or we can kick it in columbus or whatever.....i mean i need to take this back to the beginning for real....i dont know if im moving to slow for u or whatever but u really need to understand me as a person as well as i need to understand u as a person......I  dont take no *73* from no one and will call u out on it when i see it....when i feel like im being played or what not i will let u know....i am not the one to have my feelings toyed wit cuz im tired of this...im ready to move on wit my life and see new things......see somethin progressing in my lifethat is meaningful that is true.....that is not based on sex but based on love and trust.....not to many dudes trust e....they say they dont but they actions are different.....i have mad male friends.....i dont cheat cuz im not on that kid *73*....im on that *73* where im ready to settle down...i dotn have many female friends.....but my male friends are the deal.....those are my heart...they ride and die for me......so.....i mean u might wann sleep pn that or decided whether u wanna be wit me or not.....another thing is that u said that i need to offer u sme kind of offering or soemthing to know that im truew to u.......iight so its like this....once again ur coo peeps and everything but i dont need to offer anything but my love and affection in order for u to know that i a true to you.....i will ride and die for people that i care for....that includes u whether u wanna believe that or not....if u dont know that or see tha by now then u need to let me know....i not writing this to downplay u or whatever but to spill how i feel.....i hold nothing back.....it can be intimidating to dudes sometime that i just be blunt like that and just say whatever and not give a *8*....so i mean u might need to sleep on what im saying and take heed to what im saying...if u feel like u cant handle me let me know.....its coo i been rejected plenty of times....im a big girl.....so i mean u can respond to my email i get it sent to my Blackberry asap....so il try and respond as quick as possible when im at work...so let me know or just hit the cellular..... You can’t say I’m all business like most are for sure look around you yeah you might work wit another but if they are not in your personal life in that knowing about your personal being there kicking it wit you how can you call them family in that some still do knowing the that when you are in a work place you really can’t be as real as you are in that be the person you are for you are programmed which they tell you before you start that your hair has to be this way are you have to dress this way in that they tell you what they looking for and make you out to be it. Remember now I don’t just work for god when you get to the root of it all for sure you are able to see that I am god in the flesh Big Baby. In that you don’t know me but you know about me you know my personal because not only that I give it to  you I Know they got the scopes on me the public don’t know but the industry does reasons why because I wanted it like that really I don’t have to do music as for prophecy goes Tupac written all the music really needed what I give now really is extra what really matters to really make a legacy complete for sure the life we live, the talent that showed the picture is perfect all really needed which Pac couldn’t finish but provided makaveli in that could but only difference is which all I had to really take time to do was the word so that prophecy could be complete in that I lord Jesus Christ and that I Antonio Cody and what this is what you read is nothing but the word of a Man’s Life my life in that I am known that makes me famous in that I put in the time remember I never had a dream to be a rapper a star rapper at that Dre Sleezy did so at first I set my ways towards pleasing dre sleezy wanting to see him shine but for sure then came his time but as I hurt for sure I knew that was a push Dre Sleezy was my best friend not only my cuzzin. Do know that much as for his daughter I see her and see him when I look at bow wow for sure I see him, But for sure I Know all fear God in that no way will you face me head on your heart aint that strong and lets be real really If the public new I was back they wouldn’t see TV as entertainment as pay attention to you all I would not just shock the world but I would scare this world to death I can kill wit my looks and my presents just as you see before you a real live black ghost. For sure those who witness not thinking not knowing Jesus Christ is real and I am the real thang for sure. I spread my love but for sure I will not continue to love those who don’t love me back and show it as for I shown you by many gifts of talent not wanting any thing but for sure I knew I was being heard. Don’t hate me because truthfully I am the King of Hell and I know that hell is a place for bad people but the thing about it is I’m not bad I’m good reasons why I don’t burn and reasons why I burn you because I’m not just the greatest but the goodest hearted man alive I walk down the street and people just stare chicks be feeling me but wait for me to show interest but my mind does not remain on relations wit another only that one that I truly love to my heart which a woman I never seen have such control power over  me and her name really is my woman I been talking to seeing time to time thinking of so many nights crying for I Know its been hard are times apart I’m happy in a since but for sure there are things that go on in my family that make me sad which my cuzz her baby daughter birthday is coming up she is the sweetest thing she is 6 years old name raerae yeah you know we ghetto but any way I been staying there every body knows her birthday is on the same day as my brothers  12-22-2007 and my cuzzin aint got no money she gets money but she spent it I do give her money time to time when I got it but when you aint got it you can’t give it I hate the fact those who got it really only few give it and that’s what makes a good person and a bad person for real. But any way you see how I flip the story so many times but for sure at the end of it all it will come together and for sure it will all make cents but her baby daddy’s yeah she has to really don’t care for there kids I mean its crazy how a man can have a child and not care for that child to really just throw that child out there and here a single mother having to bare that child when for sure a woman can try but can’t raise a Man. A boy needs a Man to show him the way not a woman can I get an Amen. That’s what’s up. And for sure a woman can’t lead sorry ladies I know you like to be strong and think you better then men but for sure I am the god father and this is a mans world. But o yeah back to my story true story do know that but I tell her it will be alright for sure I do got my hustle using my brain. But raerae calls me her boyfriend, she be saying a baby hugging me all the time asking me if I want kisses and I be like no I don’t want no kisses and she jumps on me and starts kissing me I don’t get mad I think its cute she does make me feel good do how much she loves me in all I’m not going to tell her I’m not her boyfriend she wants to be my girlfriend so to make her feel good I would pretend I am her boyfriend, Kids are very precious to me and I wouldn’t want to hurt them in any way but when they do have hard heads that does make a soft behind and I’m pootietang feel me I will beat dat ***. And females that I have came across for sure they all tell me that there is this light about me they really don’t know what it is but there is something about me I get that all the time. But I don’t seat and speak my prophecy to them because it aint something you can do over night it takes a long process and you see a I’m till at it but I will cut all off but B.E.T so for sure they will have all my material and for sure once I get my money right I’m really going to have time to do so much more. More tracks, more movies of me for sure I’m going to hook this industry up and it will through b.e.t its not just business but for sure its love because b.e.t is going to hook a brother up. A I didn’t expect you to believe that bow wow thing he scared just like you all to face me and as for the beat master for sure you know that’s me aint a sound like mine in the world just know I love playing the key board taught my self. And I don’t really need a producer I am one my self for sure all music you heard all those who was on it for sure as the song format went I put all that together. But its all about B.E.T they really are the only ones who really care as for you artist I know this will turn on the B.E.T shine like a light for sure like moths I am to drawl you in. Come for you know were to find the lord and for sure you know all who show love to b.e.t  is showing love to me. They will boot leg all my things hook u up for a price and cut me a check on the side do know I don’t come cheap so for sure the game is to be sold not told feel me and  I gave yall to many free Bs just know the hustle is a great hustle that I do and I treat you as I did when I was sale n drugs the first one’s on me I never had a problem to get them to come back wanting more. So really this is the take over as those said it I’m the ones who doing it. O yeah and rocsi you know they haten on you at the local radio station you know the haters I told you they would get jelious when I showed you love they spreading *26* like they saw you in Cleveland up wit a married man a basket ball player they said you love them ballers basic they called you a *** gold digger and a skank, but I know that who said it really is nothing more then that her self. but I’m like why she all up in yours you know why because you are a star and she is not she just looks for something to dog a star you know what I don’t like about the media rocsi they all ways go for the bad they never go for the good you know what I mean and for sure as for me as a person I know my good out weights my bad by a long shot. And B.E.T knows that but yall fools can’t see that. They doggin you rocsi and I don’t like it you could of just been cool wit the dude I know you have a lot of male friends in that we dudes do look at you as a hommie not as really a chick to *8* even doe you is sexy but for sure you are tom boy. People assume things that really they don’t  know which they judge a book by the cover besides really knowing the story feel me. But remember that to I am the Prince of Heave for both heaven and hell is what makes me in that think about your imagination, that is the key of Life for real now just think god had to imagination the world the people all that is if haven’t there would be no life. You have to use your imagination if didn’t would we have the light bulb, would we have computers, would we have inventions which only better the world as some do destroy the world them cars you drive which men were to live of nothing but nature but as the world change for sure you see now men has shelter them self which for if you are one of nature for sure you are that seen as an outlaw in other words bums. Most by drugs but one out of that million for sure mine was due to nothing that change my life when knowing I was the lord how does a man deal wit that while I have and it aint easy. You don’t know me but you all know about me and really that’s good enough for me but fact is when you were to praise you which is only doing for you all see heaven that do those who don’t see hell I mean whats so hard about that to understand you digging your own grave to refuse me and that’s the truth and I know 4 who already has. NO love no mercy there through what about you. I can talk a lot but do know all actions is in what I speak no doubt about that there. It was never my dream to be signed nor to do music Tupac done all that reasons why he done so many songs really put his life in music knowing he was going to die in that I put my life in the word of god knowing  I was going to live resurrected. But for sure it would and it shall be on different terms. Only through b.e.t the c.e.o my business partner and for sure I work for her but do knowing she is working for me. She shall cut me a check do you believe it while now really its non of your business and really not meant for you to know but just use your imagination and picture the possibilities. Lol, I know and you are not meant to know every thing because if you did what did I say before I would lose. But you lost for sure if  you are witness and was foolish towards me when you are to honor me respect me for sure love me wit all your heart and soul. I’m not no snitch for sure those I love for sure I never spoke nothing that was to be between us I aint one who gossips but I will let those I love know about what’s said about haters. To let them know a they don’t love you they don’t care about you they will use you the same way they used me I really do love B.E.T not just the shows that are so great but for sure the host staff members I know remember I’m god I know every thing and as said I know I’m Lord King Satan but then remember Lord is Christ and do remember last days thou come the Anti Christ. Not just worlds I’m speaking to you not just a brain that is educated but a spirit that is wise on nothing more then how to be born again. Real deal here and your dealing wit it. And do remember Lord Is God. I know who I am so stop telling me who I am not. I know my goals so stop looking at me as I’m just running the streets which some just see when really I am saving this world as I will make it better and my home for sure all my attention for now on until the ends of time shall go to no one other then B.E.T I got yall back and thank you for having mine. I will control music as I have been every body doing what I’m doing I am a role model what can I say I am Legend and I will be watching. Jada smith is a real private person she don’t like every body all up in her business I know if she did a reality show every body would watch even me I would love it tell you the truth as for sure they got the scopes on me doing this reality thing its all good but those watching then using me for there own riches can really kiss my *** greedy wit a life that aint even there’s. But any way I aint sweatin that I don’t think she would go through wit it but who knows she might have a change of heart now. I’m here for you in spirit baby girl but do know one day we will meet in the flesh. You still look as good when we were in school. I’m a dance machine : o ) but just to let you know this will be getting around and if I posted on your site are email its not just for your eyes its for every body’s eyes I just don’t feel the need to send it to every body when I know if one reads all will read in that for sure I know I’m the hottest thing poppen right now so a I know you as well as others will read remember lord knows. But take care and do know now only ones that will remain in my hands is B.E.T GOOD BYE TO THE REST AND HOLLA B.E.T MUCH LOVE ONE LOVE AND IT’S THE NEW YORK WAY: WHICH I DECIDED I AM GOING TO MOVE THERE: SEE YA SOON 106